Happy birthday, my superwoman!

To the one and only superwoman that I've known ever since 1992, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA! 

This year is being tough on us, but I know we'll go through this very well. I hope you can worry less about me, and concentrate more on yourself starting from this year. After all, I'm going to turn 20 soon, so sooner or later, I will learn how to be independent. 

I want you to know that I am trying my best to help you, though it doesn't show when it comes to chores. I hate them, mom! I am amazed how you always keep this house clean. Such a superwoman! Why didn't I inherit that side of you? LOL. 

I hope your health will improve, mom. Start getting better, and if an operation is needed, go for it! I'll always love you no matter what I do/say. You're irreplaceable, you know ♥

So happy 51st birthday mom! One of my sisters will bring treat you a good dinner soon (it hasn't happened, but i know somehow) hihi. I love you! ♥

Yours truly, 
Your one and only, Maani! :'3 

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Dream come true.


Hello. How's Malaysian enjoying their holiday? Maulidur Rasul on a Sunday, Chap Goh Mei on Monday, and Thaipusam on Tuesday. Though we here at East Malaysia don't have Tuesday off, but still... cheers to 1Malaysia! 

Lol now. That had nothing to do with today's post but I just thought I needed a proper introduction. Sorta.. 

A few days ago my cat secretly went off wandering to my neighbour's house and jengjengjeng... His dogs managed to sniff her and immediately went into rage. It took my mom, sister and me half an hour to rescue her because uncle and his family was not at home. For the 23918237th time in my life, I felt like a thief trying to break into her innocent neighbour's house. Yes... this isn't my first time....... 

That half an hour reminded me of one thing. Last year, I had a dream. I dreamt the very same cat of mine (note: i've catssssss at home) going to the very same house and got attacked by the dogs too. "No way it's happening again?" I asked myself as I desperately called out my cat when the dogs kept getting nearer.


Because that wasn't the only dream that came true. I've had several coming true before, and it still surprises me. 

One time I dreamt of the moon. It was 2009, and in it I saw the moon somehow turning red as clouds slowly start to cover it. Few weeks/months later, I dreamt of my discipline teacher, Mr. Yuspi, coming after me. I talked to my friend about them (because i talk about everything when i'm bored lol) and forgot about it for a while.

Later I then found out that there was an eclipse happening. Ever watched an eclipse? The moon turns red, yes it does. I've seen it twice. 

And not long after that, Mr. Yuspi did come after me. I never did visit his office and avoided him as long as I could. I gave him one solid excuse, and forever avoided walking on the same path he did. Proven guilty, I know. 

My friend reminded me again of the dreams I told about to her. Probably a coincidence, but getting two dreams, so out of the blue, coming true... it does make you wonder. 

I don't know how many people out there actually experience the same thing, but for those who don't, you can see it as dejavu. Except that you don't think you've been there, but you actually were there. 

These dreams don't come in handy for those who think it is. I don't know which of my gazillion dreams I dream would come true. In fact lately I've been getting dreams about being a spy. I mean, I got it in three consecutive dreams. And I can assure you, I am no spy. I am not from Alpha Team that is after Charlie as it was visioned in my first spy dream. Maybe this would be my future career? Well, yes. A slender chance of of 'maybe' it is. 

Trying to become a good blogger, I did VERY LITTLE research (i made an effort, ok!) and found out I wasn't the only one experiencing this :D Some actually have had their dreams coming true since they were 6-7! I should gather these people and come up with a "People of The Future" association. 

In fact I remember watching a cover of a man dreaming of buildings getting burnt down, and he would record them after he wakes up, and actually prevent it! Cool or not??!?

Reasons why this happened, is yet a mystery.................. No, actually I couldn't find the answer, so I just put that in because I can. (Y) 

So Nelly, your "It was only just a dreaaaaaaam" is no longer relevant now. Apparently, it's not only just a dreaaaaam but a dream come true!

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New skin!

Tonight I actually took some time to 'repair' my close to abandoned blog. I changed the skin, and it's taken from my all time fav (lies) btemplates! *claps* 

I thought of changing the colour to RED because 1) it's my favourite colour! 2) some feng shui dude said that red is the colour of the year! "OMAGAD MANYAK ONG LAH IN MACIAM" said me to myself. However, I thought of keeping Small Things Bite white as it has always been before. 

From here you can see my top top top post and if you even noticed, I shifted my Deviantart and Flickr links to the top right. It wasn't supposed to be there, but Blogger keeps shifting it back there! (tbh I did a mistake and I can't find a way to undo it (y)) Not that I always update them, but my dA does get updated from time to time. 

How's everyone's CNY this year?! I had, uhm, fun. Visited my second house, tHe Spring and went for Underworld and tortured myself walking around with heels that I've not been wearing for years! Someone remind me please, why I decided to wear it today. 

Anyway. I didn't get any red packets today, and I doubt I'll get any tomorrow or the days after. Old people like me don't receive any more, you know :( 

But to those who did... share the love! 

Bye. LOL 




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Soaring Dragon.

Small Things Bite would like to wish her Chinese friends a Happy Chinese New Year!

And to my wonderful oppas, unnies, one dongsaeng, a Happy Lunar Year!

And to my secret readers who are celebrating, yes... I've caught you reading this. Happy New Year!

It's the same thing but I like to keep them separate because of reasons.


Gong Xi Fa Cai! Angpau lai la! 

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Lucky 13.

I've always been superstitious, and I don't know when I'll stop being superstitious. I've always hated number 13 for reasons, but here's just one good reason to love it.





Somehow I still love you. Happy birthday, oppa.

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Second.

What do you know? It's the new year, and to be honest, it does still feel like 2011. I didn't attend any countdown event last night, but just spent my night with my family and fired off the remaining fireworks from last year's Eid. I just found out it was better than joining some countdown because when it strike 12AM, my neighbours were firing fireworks and gave everyone a smile! How warm of that! :D 

But today's already the second day of January. Time flies, no? That means we have 365 days left before 2012 ends. Think of it as another 365 days to live, so we'll exclude the fact that we might live up to 100 for now. 

Because of such thought I kept reminding myself to avoid being lazy and unproductive. I want to reduce bad decisions, avoid regrets, and probably work on this bad temper that's terribly bothering me these few days! And and and, hopefully being able to travel! Who doesn't love travelling, anyway? 

Of course a promise like so is really hard to keep, but it shouldn't hurt me trying! Call it a... uhm. Resolution.

I don't really like having this "Yearly Resolution" thing because normally it's just there for tradition. This could be considered as one, so wish me luck! Don't forget it's a 'try', not a 'must'. So don't get me wrong! 

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! I was supposed to attach a picture of a gingerbread man figure like firework I snapped last night, but I got too lazy and decided to leave everyone with a short boring post! What ever happened to "...avoid being lazy"?? Bahahahaha :P

Happy 2012!




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Marrying Tim...

...is every Audrey's dream.

I'm pretty sure that almost every single human being in this world (okay, exaggerating because i seem to like it) has watched this proposal. It has gone viral, and several celebrities has talked about it.

Including Chris Brogan that I've been complaining to myself that hasn't come up with a post of this. WHY, SIR!?!

Anyway. I still decided to share this, just in case there are still this number of human that hasn't watched it. Yet.

Do watch it, followers! It's beautiful, and I was smiling *coughcryingcough* all the way. I liked how Timothy was smiling throughout this proposal, and I just wonder what Audrey had in her mind!

And despite the fact I would looooooooveeeeeeeee to be proposed this way, I guess I wouldn't want it any more in the future, because really... the idea would be stolen when it's done again! Kinda picky, but I want another original proposal like this!

But before that I need to find myself a partner sobs.




This keeps reminding me of how Forever Alone I am. :(

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Time machine.

With the roll of Facebook's Timeline, I am pretty sure everyone had the chance to walk down memory lane and had a laugh of your life. 

Don't worry. You're not alone. We all have those idiotic, stupid, yet fun days that we don't want to reveal to the world. Why not? It's our choice anyway. In fact I've been laughing for two nights over the silly wall post I had with my friends. Oooh, all those hate comments directed to a certain person to the game related wall post. Fun fun fun!

But ditch that. I had a trip down memory lane through my Yahoo! account the other day. It was a few days ago when I decided to visit my Yahoo! mail.  I don't do this very often. It only occurs once in a blue moon. Not because I don't want to, but probably it had turned into a habit. 

My Yahoo! email account is the oldest email account I have. I had it since 8. For Year 2's, we got the chance to create an email account, and Yahoo! was a popular choice back then. The whole class was given a day to think of a username. 

My family helped me in coming up with the username. That explains why I had a weird, and funny username. 

So yes, I had an email at such an early age not because I was being a total spoiled child, but it was for educational purpose. It helped me a lot, and I'm glad I had it for 11 years now.

Now, back to the story. As I was browsing through the untouched emails I had received over the months, I came across a particular mail that was well kept in my draft folder. It has been sitting there for so long, though those 11 years felt like nothing but more like the wind just passing by.


It was an email I wrote for my ex-teacher, after I left TBS. We were keeping in touch with each other for quite some time. I guess I never finished my email because of reasons and we lost contact right after that. I can't remember why it was still in a draft, and never was sent. 

It wrote:

Dear Tina,
       
      How are you?I am sorry that I didn't write back to you because we were on a holiday. Next week we are having our


...and it ended there. 

I wondered what the 8 year old me was thinking at that time. Looking at it a decade later had me regretting not being able to finish the email and sent it to Mrs Comers. We might still be in touch right now if I did. Through that brief draft, I managed to remember how my 8 years old self was. I was pretty.... unpleasant. I developed an attitude, the type where people my age and above these days would hate seeing. I am pretty sure I was annoying, and did anything to seek attention. 

I was and still is the youngest child after all. 

That trip reminded me a lot of the good days. And despite my ignorance towards this email account, it is the only one that I do not intend to delete or abandon. Every once in a while, I would pay a visit. Like an old friend, it has become a part of me. 


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